
 
Seven Turns: 
 Before I launch into the merits of the music a little context is needed
 for this yarn.  We all know death but do we know it as a good thing?  
Believe it or not and it makes no difference to me I’m not here to 
convince you of anything but if you haven’t experienced the jolt of 
death the righteous slap in the face that it is you have no idea and 
zero comprehension of life.  It’s a rude
 awakening but it is an awakening.  You may think you know it but until 
you experience it the proverbial rug has not been swiped from under your
 feet and the seemingly emptiness revealed.  Death challenges you and 
braces you like turning into the wrong neighborhood at night in a 
different city where you have just arrived.  Death wakes your ass up.  
Death provides gratitude and awareness it provokes faith and amplifies 
and informs your life.  An unexpected death like a bolt from a canyon 
rips the false veneer of shallow comprehension off your back and drops 
it at your feet.  Pick it up or run away it still provides the 
provocative phenomenon that a spinning oasis in space is just a start 
and what the hell is really going on here?  Death raises your 
consciousness even if you think you have already raised your 
consciousness to dizzying heights.  Death is the ultimate thunder clap 
and sudden death is its howitzer. 
 
 I’ve been blasted by that 
howitzer several times and in its place fleeting memories and artifacts 
and phenomena.  My beautiful older sister knew how to act.  With a sly 
smile and a warm heart and the true sting of a Scorpio.  Perfectly 
placed five years older than me she sometimes paved the way and when in 
her sphere raised me up.  On rare occasions she pointed her boyfriend’s 
little sisters my way.  Looking out for me she would have stuffed a 
little surfer girl in the mail to me from Hawaii if she could and told 
me so but all I got was a tee shirt.  She was honest, brave and fun and 
then in a snap she was gone and I’m still so very young.
 
 Seven 
turns landed in my lap in 1990.  After the wilderness years of solo 
albums, band feuds, people magazine covers and releases that had 
glimmers but only a few tracks to cling to I ripped the cellophane off 
the new CD.  How the fuck do you open a CD Jesus mother of marry get 
that freakin’ label sticky crap sealed again under the cellophane off?  
What fresh packaging hell is this!?  Wait don’t break the plastic case. 
 Okay CD’s came out in the mid 1980’s but I mean seriously!!?
 
 I
 deposited the new disc in my player and like many of you I was ten 
years in the waiting….please don’t suck, please don’t suck, please don’t
 suck.  Heightened anticipation positive but still please no more over 
synthesized pablum puke for the masses.  Not since Brothers and Sisters 
come on we need a complete effort not just one or two righteous 
explorations and then fill come on mannnnnnnnnn.
 
 So there I was
 in my old Victorian on the precipice of exaltation, disappointment or 
somewhere in between.  I was all alone no roommates, holding down 
several gigs, making ends meet, no television, finalizing Journey Home 
and my music and art surrounding me.  Vintage hippie pad, crooked 
floors, bay windows, complete with tapestries, incense and Native 
American flute music emanating from the windows.  My Cousteau Calypso 
flag hanging from the second story out front proudly.  Plants and 
bookshelves The Tibetan Book of the Dead, Van Gogh, acoustic and 
electric, an old typewriter two kittens pesticide free pest control and 
support system please don’t shit in the rubber plant Sylvia it was 
Jeana’s.
 
 The marinara steeping in my small antiquated kitchen, 
pasta at the ready, fresh bread and a nice bottle of red.  Good Clean 
Fun comes roaring out of the speakers!  Yeeeees!  Fist pump, arms 
raised, eyes to the heavens nirvana in my crib but no one to share it 
with.  No matter I’ve always been a god damn independent.  As one song 
rolls into the other and I’m preparing my modest feast the thought that 
grows naturally from my soul and heart is that Duane must be so proud of
 his younger brother right now and I feel it I really do and the smile 
is there the music is righteous, strong, invigorated and there it is 
right in the middle of the floor as I turn my sisters fedora with the 
feather she stuck in the trim ribbon waiting to greet me.
 
 We 
live in a beautiful world an amazing world surrounded by creativity and 
beauty and honor and goodness and magic.  It’s a reality unknowable and 
the ying and yang of it all gives us our work to do and presents those 
challenges.  If met we are the wiser for it more fulfilled brimming with
 soul satisfaction and awareness at every step, every waking moment and 
in our dreams as well the visions abound both here and there.  It really
 is a beautiful world and it’s all tied together whether we know it or 
not in ways we cannot seem to see but sometimes do and more often then 
afterwards we hear the song birds sing thank you.